"Wow, she’s such a shit ass." - My mom, on Rose Tyler.
I hate dating. It’s awful, I don’t know why people do it. (I realize that if I ever intend to have another long term relationship, I’m probably going to have to suck it up and let it happen but I’m still not excited about it.) I hate dating while fat more than I hate dating in general. I love myself, I’m awesome, my body is bangin, we’ve established that bit. I’m not very fond of the way that strangers perceive me based on my weight.. As a fat female, no matter how gorgeous, the implication is that you’re still less desirable than thinner women and should therefore have to work harder to prove your worth. Yea right, homeboy.
If it’s not the “someone will love you for what’s on the inside because your outside ain’t that great,” nonsense, it’s the “I’m exclusively attracted to fat women, and am only concerned about your body,” bullshit. “No, I don’t want to have a serious conversation, but I do want you to send me nudes,” A lot of people seem to have this idea that fat women are great for fucking, but never good enough to build a life with.
Being fat doesn’t mean that I’m begging for scraps and should be excited whenever someone pays attention to me. I don’t owe your dick anything, but you do owe me some respect if you expect to even have a conversation with me. No respect, no response.
So I could be having all kinds of sex with men that love to objectify me, and I could date men that are absolutely desperate because they haven’t figured out that men need to learn to love themselves as well, but that’s not even close to what I want.
I might gain some weight. I might lose some weight. My skin might turn purple and all fall off. What I really want is to find someone that will enjoy my body as it is right now, but still accept and adore it should it change. I’m still going to be this awesome 50 lbs heavier or 70 lbs lighter.
I’m going to have to start writing myself notes that say, “If you ever want to sleep again, get off Tumblr.”
imbeastindeezlamez asked: Nudes!NOW!!!
Um, ew. This isn’t a porn blog, I don’t post any explicit content and you can’t just come at me any kind of way and expect a positive response. I love my body, and it is beautiful, but the only people that get to see it in all of it’s glory are those that respect and admire me. You are doing neither.
Hey pretties, if you’re having issues with the new Netflix app on 360, (the nw-1-19 error code) check your internet’s DNS settings on your computer and manually enter them into your xbox. Should fix the issue. (Calling Netflix support won’t.)
(Or just set your primary DNS to 220.127.116.11 and secondary to 18.104.22.168)
ERMAHGERD GOOGLE WHOODLE!
Anonymous asked: I love your face.
Thank you!! I bet I’d love yours if I knew what it looked like.